Crashed.
Tons of smashes landed it hard on the cold concrete ground
Still, it refuses to give in yet
Scars left behind
Buttons slowly soon fell apart
Still, It refuses to give in yet
Five times in a month
Being forgotten
Being lost
But still
As loyal a servent
It came back
Undaunted.
Unfaltered.
Its immune system
Has weaken from it all
It crashed. collasped
Breathing its very last
My phone
A brave warrior it has been
I'll miss you.
R.I.P
2006' -17 September 2008'
In loving memory
Sumsung E870
Horray!!
WR got me a job!
Okay not exactly that its confirmed
but still he had the heart to check around for me
Appreciated!(:
Cause i myself am too lazy to go out and look for one
Met Butt at parkway today
had a big big plate of papayas honeydew and watermelon
We are trying to adopt a healthy lifestyle lol
WR came over in the midst to assist me in completing my resume
Good friend!
supposed to have dinner together but it seems his grandpa had gotten into hospital
i hope he'll be fine..
Me n butt went YTF style
nothing but veggies
COOL~
The table beside kept throwing weird glances over
Cause we're so fucking healthy HAHAHAHA
shuttlebus to airport
met Mr. Browwwwn
Singing session lalala~
Mr Brown had Mac Spicy for dinner!
The fat content is 26 Mr Brown.Just a reminder
Butt was trying to move my blog to wordpress
But it seems like it wasnt working
So if anyone who sees this post and you have a thing or two about it please let me know !
In case anyone reads my blog and knows that is
then pondering over to get something from Mac
After a whole day of healthy activities its a pity to surrender
Vanilla Cone spoiler
its much better than YS's MAC SPICY
At least the fat content is 7times lesser.
So we swore to run at stadium 5am later on tgt
Then over to YS place for DVDs !
On the bus i was filling YS in about the foodie cafe me n butt will be collaborating to set up
Im not going to go into details here
HAHA in case anyone tries to copy my idea!
Because I have 101% confidence that its gona work
Our cafe will be targeting a big marketshare
by observing the trend
we're very serious about it
I'm going to start doing up alot of research
Even YS thinks it'll work :D
My sleeping time is totally cockd up
After last few nights of toning
I cant seem to sleep before 5am nowadays
tomorrow Jerold is coming over to ton
Zen is heartless.zzz
I cant wait to see Abby again..
i met up with Yongsheng,Chongning n Wenbin at Ehub today(:
Bro came along too
Hes v hilarious
We were at Superdog
he went to buy this meal
Bro " Fuck, SO EXPENSIVE $9.50"
i see his face i wana laugh
very heartbreaking
so i went to check with the counter if he could change to students meal
But they say it wasnt on today
Sad
i treated him to Yogurts place
and had afew of his fries
and a bite of his hotdog.lol
I was telling the rest to take note of his eyebags
and he got abit shy with my pals looking on at him
LOL cute
YS thinks we're v noisy
So he moved to another table
Studying his ECONS
poor kid.
Poly students are enjoying life now:D
Me chong n wenbin started watching L word
It was kind of awkward
the scenes were REALLY obscene
and we tried to laugh it off
but i dont think it was working
Haha..
Headed parkway
Bro pang-seh me with my lappie
zzz
Chong was supposed to go get this V neck top from Topman with me
Butt gave her a 10 buck discout voucher
Shes nice
She says we could split the discount
:D
Wenbin went off for family dinner
us Bedok inter for dinner
We had a big big plate full of papayas bananas
Fibre content
With the intention of pushing the shit out of us
Yongsheng is really stuffing himself with foodie
Im reminding him not to fall back into his old trap
lol i rber i once spent my one month salary on food and nothing
on a foodhunt with him
We can down 2 3 meals at a time
Thats how i grew fat. with him around!
I will be really sad if he balloons back to his old size
And they were telling ghost stories
Its kind of freaky
Ys" Isnt it good that your grandpa comes home to visit you?"
IMAO
its such an irony
I mean I sort of miss my grandpa
But...
Okay lol
Bitchy old friends
all time favourite(:
i met Abby
HAHA
she act cabbed down all the way from Jurong to drink with me!
bought her Jim beam and 7UP along:D
There was this group of rowdy disgusting guys mking weird noises
Keith was at AMK
We kept psycho-ing one another to come over lol
zzz recently all the people iv known are like staying in the North and West area
Abby fell asleep
Zen called
Hes drunk
had been at the police station
Apparently he got so drunk
he went to the middle of the road waiting for some car to knock him down
and got caught by police
Police: " You need some counselling"
Zen " I AM A COUNSELLOR!!"
lol actually true
Dumb boy,
he started talking some shit
I got pissed and hung up
Abby wokeup with mosquito bites all over
HAHAHA IMAO there was this big sore on her eye!
Like kana punched or something
Had breakfast at Bedok inter
My usual YTF
her fishball noodles
She thinks my meal is pathetic
LOL.
She was really tired
but still insisted on sending me home
im so touched =x
1130pm
missed the last bus
zzz
Cabbed down tm met H
caught the movie Sarah Marshall
Lol its really FUNNY!
and some obscene parts
But overall i think its really good
At least i can assure with my life
its much better than Make it Happen
I opened the cab door for her
And she said i was gentleman
WTF
Superweird.
Keith is at zouk. Herstory
so is Abby
and H went too!!
AHHHHHH
im underage:(
this is fucking boring
4 MORE MONTHS
HERE I COME!!
He was kind of drunk
Tried to pick up this cockroach tt kept hovering onto our side!!
Omg .
I havent seen him since the last time at Play
Or perhaps its the first and only time then
So we literally talked through the night
About r/s stuffs
About the future
He asked me.
and asked.
If it was another person
It will be the same way
I was kind of shockd at some stuff he told me
Not unexpected
But just shocked
Hmm..
MO.
Crystal called
He didnt want me to send him home
Although i kind of didnt want to
the busride is fucking long
Maybe i was in the morning "drunkness"
or i didn want him to sit the lonely busride home and start emo-ing again
and i sort of insisted
We really talked alot
But the busride home was fucking long
I dont think i did fell asleep on the bus
But by the time it reached home
I had this very acute pain at the back and sides of my head
Day2of receiving breakup calls
.
its nearly 6am
FUCK
is this the break up month or what
Third person coming .
and i reckon.counting,
First of all it was Crystal
Then came Keith
And now Zen
he seems really upset
so paranoid
he somemore tell me
" If she ask me if i had spoken to any girls, i'll tell her yes"
then i was like. "Why do you have to tell me this"
n he went " You may be one of her spy"
WTH -.-
And its 4am in the morning again
Yest was keith .at 4am
not long ago
i was listening her pour out about her gf
I felt bad
was playing checkers with Lianghui on msn
And i think i suck at multitasking
Everyone is
screaming for breakups
So its good to be single huh.
Im suppose to go Jamming today
But i slept in only at 6am yest
after hearing Keith out
So the whole of today i stayed home
drifting n and out of sleep
gonna meet Lianghui n Austin cousin tml for lunch
n then the'll accompany me to a job interview
How nnice(:
the workplace is just beside my house!
1minute walk
HAHA
cool or what
But now im staying at granny's place
So i'll still have to travel.
cant sleep yet
Waiting for Zen to call and talk about his gf
Those..
Confused .Fickled mind
Its just that
Im getting kind of sleepy right now..
Vivo is the new best ever place to shop!
i must say Topshop at Vivo is DA BRANCH with widest range of its clothings
The HOTTEST retail shops are all gathered here !
You name it. You 've got it
im so excited with my additional collection of the day
Either way u can wear it as a top
or a jacket over
I love Preppy designs
OK
i have to go shopping every 4days
its time to step up
Got to fill up on my wardrobe before school reopens!
been searching high n low for those jeans..
WHERE ARE YOU?!!!
Its 4am now
And over the phone with K
Cute.
Im playing this drifting game shes into
:D
Today is a happy day
First of all
Brother asked me go play pool this friday
We sort of got bonded just like before
during these 2days he stayed over
I realised that he isnt the little boy he is anymore
but anyway im very happy
:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENBIN!
85
met my all time favourite person
Mr Brown!
Celebrated wenbin's bdae
Got him a box of pretty creative looking cakes :D
all those vendors kept coming over to have a look at it
it looks very expensive haha
taste really yummy
its made of moosh( is this how you spell it?)
YS is really gorging himself nowadays
stingrey. carrotcake.charkway teow. sausages
and had these mooshie cakes
sang a little. as usual
Me n YS started singing the same song at the same time
LOL telephathy
Talked alot about those days in AHS
It somehow happens that i always land up in classes
consisting of people with really similiar interest and hobbies
i miss 1A
I miss 4B
I miss how we would gather round a table for singing sessions
Trying to tune our voices tgt.For hours straight
Video-ing drama acts
I miss the jokes
The laughters
That sadist fountain joke.
Ng Shanshan
Those pervertic looks
I miss the night study sessions over at airport
The mugging period seemed so bad at that moment
But looking back
We survived it.Together
The black clouds that attacked us at the same time
I miss the basketball throws
The gym workouts
The running sessions
I miss frogs legs
and that pot of steaming porridge at 85
Somehow i miss hiding away from Mrchua
and the attire checks
And running up Chung Cheng before the last bell rang
That vicious scar still remains on my knees..
For 4years
pages of my diary
consist of your name
Times.
Its not about how rich or poor
Ugly or beautiful
Smart or dumb
The support
The encouragement
I let a footstep
Those that print of yours
into my world
so close yet another inch
Un-masked
Deeply etched.
I hope it'll continue this way
Many years to come
(:
YS gave me a life home :D
and before i entered the lift i saw this vvv cute lesbian couple
H says her sister met with an accident
Sounds bad
I wonder if shes still coming over..
Met steph
YS nv come
:( :( :( :( :(
She revised one chapter of Demand n Supply
come to think of it its been years since i laid my hands on storybooks
and today was the first time in years
i was reading on this book about prostitutes Melissa lent me
Its called "GROTESQUE"
v interesting
and sadist :D
MAKE IT HAPPEN at tm with WR
The show sucks
DONT WATCH IT!
The ending is totally abrupt
Then he suggested we sneak into another theatre where WALL E was premiering
The show is crap
Even my sister say its crap
So it turned out to be REALLY crap
No lines at all
The whole movie went " EEE..EE..EE"
Yeah its WALL E speaking in his alien language
I dont get a thing
However i have to say animated shows are cool
although i dont really fancy watching them
Its definately harder than directing real life actors
every single character, actions and detail has to be drawn out
and piece them together
it takes a really great deal of effort and patience and interest
But anw i left halfway
No not halfway
1/8 of the show haha
Mom and my siblings were at granny's place
:)
and bought a bigbig watermelon :D
My butt is aching .
I reckon guys suffer this agony of biking worst
Eastcoast-Kallang-Cityhall-Explanade-Raf
then back again
Did i miss out any route?
Cooling breeze of the quiet night sliding against the surface of my skin
flowing through every strain of hair
Peddling at high speed on these rarely quiet roads
with no cars in sight
I just love this feeling
The feeling of
Bonding time with nature
The night scenery was beautiful
esp the stop at Explanade
The vibrant lightnings added some life into the dark starless sky of tonight
I had some quiet time alone
and to catch my breath
LOL
We rode past the F1 track!
freaking cool
the gates were built up high in the air
I wish i could sit in one of those F1 racingcars someday(:
I manage to practice riding on the bike with one hand already :D
My butt hurts still..
this colleague of his wana make friends
o.O
sunrise at bedok jetty
Afterwards met steph at airport
Dont know why im not tired
I slept at 1plus and wokeup at 5am
Act before the alarm rang at 5am i wokeup alrdy
But weird im not tired at all
In fact i feel super refeshed!
Plus the day before i went to Planet fitness
I think Hot Yoga's doing its job
really effective
We ordered this Potato salad at Starbucks which tasted like..rubbish
LOL an it costs 5bucks
YS came today:D
he kept on eating n eating nonstop
LOL
i think he got suppressed for too long
after 2years
He had at least 6 whole meals!
wah piang
i not used to seeing him gorge
Cos for 2years in secondary school hes like on diet
1meal a day+ running
until he lost nearly 20kg
Now hes weight is perfectly normal
Like perfect for him
Mr.BROWN?
YS Trying to act pro
We kept talking about those times in sec skl
Marychan was one significant figure
shes a PERVERT
going ard smacking females butts
and scolded us for watching an ant crawling across the table instead of listening to her speak
Apparently, the ant is much more interesting
i nearly killed everyone in econs by not switching the gas stove off
and everyone got evacuated out of the class wahahaha
Oh i threw fruits in to boil
I burnt a pot too
LOL
my partner very pathetic
I clearly remember the frantic look on her face for every shit i did in the kitchen
very funny LOL
This is my model shot of YOU
HAHAHA
:D
Promos are coming for JC
2weeks time!!
scary
JC people are like so chiong
sometimes i wish i can mug together with them
like those times back in AHS
really push one another
im one of the slacker ones
and they'll help me out with my work
Its like we r gg through the bad and good times tgt
Really miss those times
im in poly n they're in JC
im having holidays and they're mugging
Our holiday really means holidays
No news from school AT ALL
like the school suddenly disappear from my world
cut off all ties
JC is diff
Holiday comes means Exams coming
MUGG
i have nth to mug
i'll give them moral support instead
Live inpink. You bimbo
LOL kidding
WW..WHAT?!Its raining heavily now
wonder how to night cycle later on
the floor is very wet
i seriously pray i dont fall off my bike
am satisfied with my performance so far
broke my record yesterday
Distance:4.4 km
Speed: 8.5
Calories burned: 300
:D
The Hot Yoga teacher VVVVVV HOTTTT!!
wahahaha
Her body is like BEST
those poses she did
i think its hard not to get distracted lol
n there was this super lucky guy
She kept on going over to his side to assist him
hahaha
n then we found out
shes from ChInA
what a spoiler
They tried to psycho me into getting a personal trainer
Yongsheng say wana go Sentosa tomorrow play Volleyball
But no ball
so cancelled
HAHAHA
WR say want to go pulau ubin biking tomorrow with Roy n his teacher friend
i ask if need to bring passport there anot
LOL!
i keep thinking Pulau Ubin is Malaysia
Wahaaha
actually already had my day planned out for cycling
then spa at night
Stephanie suddenly msn-ed me to acc her study tml
i told her not really possible
n she scribbled on msn
"AMANDA I LOVE YOU ACC ME TML"
yes in pink(:
my heart melted thinking back the times we spent in AHS
Shes always so packed with JC and her cca
this time JC having 1 week holiday
Theres no way im going to miss this opportunity to meet up with this Super Model :D
really miss those times with these people back in AHS
every now and then think of them i feel my heart wrenching
like my heart's literally sizzling with lemon juice
so i called WR and wanted to cancel off the appointment
But he suggested to do the cycling part earlier
so i'll have to wakeup MUCH EARLIER
Yawns
my body is aching ..
i think my holiday started off well enough
Its heading the way i planned for it to be:D
Except for the part that mrNaito haven call me
i hope he gives me a ring soon
:(
there was these few aunties and grannies there talking about their past in the salon
and it got me really pissed up
suddenly it ignited the flame within me that had been sizzling off only recently
these aunties were talking about
how in the past
parents would emphasize education on their brothers
and girls would be made to do all the household chores
Girls would have to stay home wash their brothers shoes
Girls would have to wash and fold the clothes
Girls would have to mop the floor
And receive strokes of the cane for improper jobs
Hooray for all the hardwork
Can literally say they were trained to be maids
even maids also dont get caned ..
worst part came was
these 'wonderful and potential' sons those parents viewed
just threw them aside
Threw them to their sisters
Despite all the love and care and pampering from their mothers
one of them even went abroad for 15years
not even bothering contacting his mum
or least informing her which country he was in
After all that she has done for him
Investing every single thing she had onto him
All the chicken tonics, love, pampering, money
disappeared at the click of her fingers
That mother sank into depression
searching high n low for him everywhere
and this is dramatic
she actually met him at a wedding dinner
15years later ...
Another brother went to England to study
and married
When he came back to his kampong in Msia
he was critisizing how small n dirty the place was
and compared the people there to prawns
his sister told him"You were a prawn once"
This is one major reason why i despise boys so much
How ungrateful they can get
Why can they do everything they want
Have it their way
Then girls must clean up their fucking mess
Your brains are your dicks
how i wish i can snip those off
im not implying to all guys though
i still fancy good boys
Like my uncles
They are all useless for nothing
Gang traid heads
They dont even bother coming back to visit my grandma
only during CNY
Doctor visits.Medication fees
All is the daughters paying
And the oldest have the cheek to ask how much is the house worth now
He went into my grandpa's room and took that rolex watch on the table
The point here has nothing to do with money
But how he have the face to ask for something which he do not even deserve
I applaued
Then comes my cousin
He was one of the last person I thought that would ever cheat on his wife
He looked so decent
He loved his wife and daughters so much
He looked like the perfect husband
He looked like the perfect father figure
And then they found out..
he visited red light districts
He turned into a drug addict
that eventually wrecked his blissful marriage
his 3 daughters went custody to his wife
And he didnt even bother coming back to see his daughters
nobody stopped him from doing so though
Then he had a NEW wife
A vietnamese wife
And then he had a NEW daughter
WOW
another woman whos going to suffer at the hands of a man
I think my motheer should just send my brother to Boys' home
I love my brother
But if hes going to continue what hes doing now
He'll join the group of so-called bastards in future
and my mother still say scared he black record
SO WHAT?!!!!!!!
its better than in future
he bring pain to his wife(again the woman suffers)
cant find a proper job then come running to parents for money
HOHO
i can already imagine the scenario
my mother will start crying and telling me how bad a situation he is in
and then
i will have to get my wallet out
the point here has TOTALLY got nothing to do with money
the point here is
WHY . for 17years am i studying hard
Getting into good schools
Aiming for good grades
i want a high paying job
luxury .
and there
look at my brother
he is running ard happily with his bunch of fucking friends
doing stupid things
yes i know at this age people are playful
i was there once
iv been there done tt
theres a limit to everything
So HOW unfair can it be ?
Me studying
Him playing
IN the end
He probably only needs to act pity
so mum would cry.
ask me for money
pay off his bills
WHERE IS THE LOGIC??!!!
that he is a guy and im a girl?
that GUYS are dumb by nature and they need more help?
WAKEUP !!!
Its because of this vicious cycle of thinking
Girls are always at the losing end
ALWAYS
im not saying he'll would definately turn out this way
But he is if hes gna continue be let having his ways
I still love my brother
But i cant stand how unfair it can get
Okay enough of the unhappiness
Today i went PLANET FITNESS with WR!
The consultant we met was pretty hot
And there are many eye candies :D
i ran 3.5km on the treadmill
went for Hot Yoga
The instructor is an Indian gay !!!!
wahahaha expected
the stunts were challenging
l think i kind of sprained my hips immediately after class we joined the Body Pump class
My arms were aching like mad
to the point of muscle failure
i thought i saw stars
zzzz
Hes having raw veg for meals
Baby carrots, cherry tomato, cucumber, lettuce+ olive oil+ rice
How Boring
I got a set too but i barely touched it
he downed 6 raw eggs at one go
I feel like vomiting for him
tomorrow more hiong
chiong from morning till night
I must make full use of this whole week
haha he is a member there so i get to go on a week's free trial
WHEEEE !
:D
so I brought granny to east coast lagoon for lunch with the maid
usual Porridge n Yu sheng at my aunt's stall
Its very famous
They got their condos and cars from selling these
i love Yu sheng
Its expensive, nice
and i get to have it for freee
:D
There was these 2 guys sitting beside us
And i kind of immediately had an instinct they were gays
Those flawless smooth fair higly well maintanence skin
HAHA
and then my maid spotted them wearing the same pair of sandals
And rings
the way they gazed into one another's eyes
Bingo.
We were giggling and i think they sort of suspected
LOL
my granny kept on spitting food back on the table
resulting in people beside us having difficulty swallowing theirs
COOL.
:D
now im back at granny's place
My gangster uncle is here
he says his 6 teenage underhands got hacked
lame
i hope 1 day hes the one that get hacked
Im going to trim my hair now
i feel like im of no use
crystal needs a place to stay
i wish i could ask her to move in at my place
But i am not supposed to make this decision on my own since it isnt my own house
plus my own house there is no room already
and she needs to stay for long term
i feel so helpless.and useless
cant even help out a simple thing
the least i could do is to ask around
But like to no avail
its been 2weeks..n counting
What can i do
my head is splitting real hard
i almost died breathless
she has forgotten totally everything
despite repeating at least 50times
The definition of Average
and she told me it meant TOTAL SUM
i am serious that i nearly fainted
the worst thing was
i told her all these..
YESTERDAY
OMG..
7pm
met WR at Parkway
had yong tou fu for dinner
dropped by faceshop to get some masks
he brought me into PLANET FITNESS to tour around cos hes a member there
its really cool inside with all the up-to-date machines!
they look really high-end
there is this hollywood ambience in there
Very classy
somemore have plasma television to watch while your working out
and the toilet have suana and hairdryers!!!
i want to sign up for membership next month!
its quite worth it
700bucks for a year
Plus the workout classes are unlimited
YAY hes bringing me on a free trial for a week
excited! :D
Nearby outside parkway there was this Ge tai performance
got kind of interested in such stuff after watching 12 LOTUS
lol so we stopped by to see
there was this ah gua on stage as the mc
DISGUSTING! &*%^$^*@*#
he was squeezing his fake breasts which produced some squeaking sounds
n he asked this female singer if she could do the same as him
i feel like throwing a stone right in his face
Fake Ah gua
n he went on to scratch his groin area!!!
to make the crowd laugh
NOT FUNNY
i'll have nightmares
pop by WR's auntie house to get his lappie
lol his cousin thought i was his gf
Gelare at eastcoast
i decided to get bro n sis a waffle+cookies n cream one
WHEEE..its very yummy:D
got back to his home and had sparkling juice downstairs before heading home
:D
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